While I learn to accept and support the belief, theory, and change willingly and enthusiastically of my cognitive disability, I do miss my old self and some emotions, like happiness and joy. I have been certainly welcoming my lack of apathy – because somethings “I really don’t care for or about”.
Imagine quoting this scripture to your supervisor after being called into the office not once in one day BUT twice because of petty adults . “no weapon forged against me will prosper, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and this is their vindication from me,” declares the LORD. Isaiah 54:17
I am so over it. I don’t feel like doing it anymore; it was not what I thought it would be.
Tired of dealing with sad, bitter adults.
I am tired of paying for everything myself.
I am tired of working.
Tired of cooking.
Tired of house-work.
I am tired of playing nice with stupid adults.
I am tired of the Petty Pattis’ of the adult world.
Tired of adult manipulators.
Only Tuesday and I am tired of this week.
Tired of being responsible or having responsibilities.
The older I get the more irritable I become of stupidness. I don’t know if it’s part of my cognitive impairment damage or if adults was always a malfunction of life.
Days like this I miss my voices. (They literally stopped communicating with me). Side note if you know .. you know..I spend more time trying to be politically correct, watching what I say, how I say it who I offend when I do say something.
On that note.. Good Night, Morning or evening wherever you maybe…remember to LIVE LOVE LAUGH LEARN!!
Tomorrow is going to be a better day.
2 Timothy 1:7 For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.