depression
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My Bitter Season: Turning Lemons into Lemonade with God’s Grace
Things I Wish I Knew Before 2024 “Living with Mild Cognitive Impairment, face blindness, and functional depression hasn’t been easy. But through faith, survival strategies, and resilience, God is turning my bitter season into lemonade.” For years, I lived with questions about my mind and emotions, never fully understanding why I struggled in ways others Continue reading
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Delivered, Not Dismissed: My Last Straw and the Day God Released Me
Happy Sabbath, my friends. Everyone has their definition of “the movie straw.” But unless you’ve lived with mental health battles, unless you’ve cried yourself to sleep trying to hold it together for a job, a title, or your pride, please, sit down and be quiet. Mental health looks different for everyone. It’s silent sometimes. But Continue reading
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Do You Qualify? A Grown Woman’s Reintroduction to an Old Favorite
I first read this poem in my 30s, back when love still felt like a puzzle I was trying to figure out—one piece at a time. It made me think, reflect, hope. But now, in my 50s, with everything life has thrown at me—stroke, coma, heartbreak, rebirth—the words hit differently. Back then, I was searching Continue reading
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Do You Qualify for This Chapter?
At this stage in my life, I’m not interested in dating. Not because I’m bitter. Not because I’ve given up on love. But because this chapter is about healing—and that requires a different kind of presence. I’m 52. I think I’ve met enough liars, cheaters, and smooth talkers to last me a lifetime. I’ve been Continue reading
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To whoever needs to hear this—on your darkest of days, in the hardest of moments:
Just. Keep. Going. In my Dora’s singing voice “just keep swimming,just keep swimming” Even if it’s one inch at a time.Even if you’re crying while doing it.Even if your heart feels shattered and you want to give up. Keep going. Because every small step matters. It may not feel like it now, but when you Continue reading
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Pep Talk – Believe in Yourself First
Let this be your reminder:Believing in yourself is the foundation for everything you want to achieve. It doesn’t matter how much talent, experience, or knowledge you have—if self-doubt is louder than your self-belief, you’ll stay stuck. I’ve learned this the hard way. Confidence isn’t about perfection or having all the answers—it’s about showing up with Continue reading
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The Power of Kindness: Why Small Acts Matter More Than You Think
Sunday thoughts Kindness is one of the simplest yet most powerful gifts we can offer to others. It doesn’t need to be grand or extravagant; sometimes, a genuine smile, a kind word, or a small gesture of support is all it takes to brighten someone’s day. But what makes kindness so important? It’s about seeing Continue reading
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Hey You! Welcome to My Beautiful Mess.
Life threw a lot at me — a coma, sickle cell, brain damage, loss, and more — but guess what?I’m still standing. Still laughing. Still loving life when I can. This blog is where I keep it real: the good, the bad, the ugly cries… and the small wins (like free panties and finding a Continue reading
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Depression, Up Close.
A bottomless pit Before my stroke, I didn’t truly understand what depression was. For the first six years afterward, I even denied I had it. I think, in part, because I was consumed by constant physical pain—bouncing from one joint replacement surgery to another, never fully healing before another part of me gave out. There Continue reading
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Easter Weekend
Easter Weekend Reflections: Traveling, Traditions & Trying Again I kicked off my Easter weekend adventure early Thursday morning by boarding the Amtrak train headed to Jacksonville, NC—or technically, to Wilson, NC. That stop was closer to my cousin’s job, and she was waiting there with open arms. This was a big moment for me: my Continue reading
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A Journey of Faith and Family
This Thursday, I’ll be boarding a solo train ride—my first trip alone since 2020. And yes, I know that may sound questionable to some. Normally, this blog would be an enthusiastic solo trip but taking into consideration an active brain disability, I’m taking every step with faith. I’ve already started writing a blog on the Continue reading
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Spring Has Sprung – A Season of Transition and Testimony
It’s been cloudy and rainy for what feels like forever—like the sky can’t quite make up its mind. The weather has danced between gloomy and gentle, mirroring the ebb and flow of my own spirit. I haven’t had many chances lately to be still, to breathe deeply, or to be mindful. Still, Spring has always Continue reading
About Me
I LIVE LOVE LAUGH LEARN – the only way I know how to survive this life! I am a free-spirited, independent, or uninhibited person. I began this blogging journey years ago for sharing my thoughts on everyday life. Since then, so much has happened including me being in a coma because of Sickle Cell with brain damage and extreme trials in life. I am still struggling, but I feel someone can be motivated through my journey, thoughts, feelings, and life.
Phoenix: Live Love Laugh 