Well, last night I was robbed of my sleep by anxiety again. I am tired of the unknown future prevent me from having dreams of being on a cruise or being on a date, or even window shopping. I am not cut out for this anxious living, I once was a free-spirit -a take chances-… Continue reading Robbing my sleep
GOD can we uninstall 2020, it has a virus. Can we get a new version. I haven't written in a while, first I was healing from my Hip Replacement Surgery in December 2019 (4 months post op I am still healing with little pain). Just when I was feeling just a tad bit of normalcy… Continue reading Faith over Fear
Anxiety, holding Magnifying Glass. Studio Shot Have you ever done something so risky that you were unaware of until you stopped took time and think about it and really analyze what you just did? Let me give you an example and I know I am not the only person this has happened to but ever… Continue reading Anxiety – my ignorance was bliss
Here's the thing about family, they grow. As the older ones die they leave the younger ones to wonder where did we come from? .... this is where I am with my family. Many people are curious for reasons of their own, some don't care or think about it, for whatever reason, some want to… Continue reading Family Tree
It's the beginning of a new year and I am sure many people has resolutions and I am sure many will not keep to these resolutions, you know why? It's because a Resolution: a firm decision to do or not to do something. Goal: the object of a person's ambition or effort; an aim or desired… Continue reading Resolutions vs Goals
I originally wrote this August 25, 2019 .. it was in my draft lost writings. The more things change the more things remain the same. This weekend was filled with just lonely thoughts. Not really in the physical aspect of being lonely more of being alone. Yes, two different concepts. You can be alone without… Continue reading Alone vs. Lonely
Hello, all if you are new to my page I welcome you, for the rest let me reintroduce myself. My Page is named Phoenix - why? because In Greek mythology, a phoenix (/ˈfiːnɪks/; Ancient Greek: φοῖνιξ, phoînix) is a long-lived bird that cyclically regenerates or is otherwise born again. Associated with the Sun, a phoenix obtains new life by… Continue reading 2020 Decade
Pain caused by emotional distress is more deeply felt and longer lasting than that caused by physical injuries, according to a new study. Aug 28, 2008. Read Now having been through both I can understand why research says this. If there is anything I have learned about pain in my life is that, unless you experience that specific kind of pain you… Continue reading P.A.I.N.
It's been a while I have been able to sit and write something, but the hip journey had been difficult. I finally had my surgery on December 13, 2019. I spent my 47th birth in pain and about 8 hours discharged from the hospital, Thanksgiving was a lonely dinner and Christmas was spent sleeping the… Continue reading Good Bye 2019
It's been a while since I have posted anything... hip pain has been bothering me, but that will soon be dealt with. Surgery soon.... Lord work out your kingdom agenda in me. I am yours. Let me be a living sacrifice, salt and light. If you bring someone into my life who submit to your… Continue reading Does you dating have a purpose?
Forgiveness is a big word and a tiny word but the act is the same. It's alright if we forgive a cheating man/husband, it's alright that we can forgive a ling friend/family or even co-worker, it's alright if we can forgive a prodigal son/daughter. But, what happens when we have to forgive a murderer, what… Continue reading A time to forgive
I was listening to this personal blog where I heard this word "FOMO", so as usual I decided to look up exactly what this means. After reading what it means, I related it to my life. Believe it or not I is I was talking to a friend a while back and we both had… Continue reading FOMO – Fear of Missing Out
It happens…… . A Time to Weep ‘It happens’—not quite the slogan I’ve seen on T-shirts, but near enough. It does. Soon enough, however, happy our circumstances, we will come down to earth with a bump. We have never cowered in terror with bombs exploding around us, or left our homes and possessions, our businesses… Continue reading A time to weep
Informational reading - I had a conversation with a friend who told me about this "Yoni Steam", I never heard about it before but she was ranting and raving of how the self care for this is excellent and the freedom a woman feels. I decided to research it, this is what I found out… Continue reading Yoni Steam
CBD Hemp and CBD have been in the news a lot lately. Many brands are chasing the money today, however people have been using hemp and cannabinoids for thousands of years for a variety of purposes: ropes, sails, paper, protein, wellness, soil remediation, etc. Three months ago I started using CBD oil and cream for… Continue reading Vitalibis – “well Being”